Wednesday, May 12, 2004

was supposed to have mtlv gathering tmr, after arranging and rearranging for such a long time, and i cancelled it last night due to some serious problems in focc. got to meet all pds and their marketing heads, and i had to arrange it tmr. but due to some miscommunication between myself and ch, the 6 individual meetings which were supposed to be staggered throughout the whole day's been coagulated into one meeting at 6pm. and i need to be home as early as possible cos i got to help my sis cos she's having her exams.

i'm sorry because i got to cancel our appointment. if i'm any of u i'll hate myself. thanks for being understanding all the time.

now ling has made alternative arrangements, most prob jan also, and i know jiahui actually rescheduled her wed meeting to the morning so that we could meet, i'm feeling bad i dowan to call her and ask her to meet me.

for those who're wondering, yes i'm crying over this cos i feel that i've been such a bad friend, and it's periods like this which i want someone with me. now understand why i need someone more objective and stronger than me?

i've a meeting at 1030am. i dunno wut to do till 6pm. i told mat perhaps i should just stew in one corner and unleash all these unhappiness on those pp at 6pm.

i understand perfectly well that being focc chair means making sacrifices, being caught in the middle, play with politics, be a damn good manager at the same time ... i can live with that

what i can't live with is the fact that i'm always sacrificing things which matter to me for things which shouldnt matter so much.

i still love all of u. sorry.

ver at 2:23 AM

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we used to go to nanyang together. we used to be in 1/4 and 2/4 together. we used to be from band or choir together. we used to we used to. we used to.

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